In my dream my parents were throwing a party. There were many guests coming and big decorations were bought. I remembered my ex lived really closed by and I wanted to see her and seemed like a good excuse to invite her to the party. I knocked on her door and heard her say to go away. When she opened the door she was covered in what looked like a white powder and some weird clown make up. She said I needed to leave and she hadn’t forgiven me. She closed the door. I couldn’t remember why she was even mad. I tried to remember what the last text conversation was but nothing. It didn’t make sense. I went back to the party and everyone seem to be having a good time. I asked my parents where all my stuff was. They said they sold it all to make room for the party decorations. I was furious. They said not to worry I could just buy new things. I was upset. I left. I was then on a journey back home after a shipwreck. Everyone walking with me in the same direction was survivors of the ship wreck. I walked a king with several people I seemed to know. A nice tall and slim Asian girl walked with me. I looked in the distance and saw what looked like my ex on a date kissing another girl. But I honestly wasn’t sure it was her. I told the Asian girl she was pretty and she was happy and said she liked me too and wanted to be my girlfriend and hold my hand. I was ok with it. As we walked the steep hill the Asian girl fell pretty hard and I felt terrible but we keeled walking. I saw others fall too. It was very rocky terrain. I noticed there was 2 sidewalks and a river in between. I keeled walking with everyone heading the same direction up the hill. I then got to a particularly steep part. I was climbing but lost my footing and fell in the river. It was deeper than expected. I don’t know how to swim, so I was in trouble. Lucky someone pulled me up. But another important woman died in the incident. I was given a coin that belonged to her. I was to keep it safe cuz many wanted to steal it. I was told to keep it safe to go up a ladder. It was 290 feet tall. I started to go up but realized that it would be a very dangerous and pointless way to keep it safe. I faked and an injury and the people who wanted to steal the coin felt bad and called a truce
The dream may suggest that you have unresolved emotions regarding your past relationships and family dynamics. The party and the decorations suggest your desire for celebration and happiness. However, the resentment towards your parents selling your belongings may indicate underlying issues with feeling unsupported or not having your needs met. Your search for your ex and her rejection that she hasn't forgiven you may represent unresolved feelings of guilt or regret towards the past relationship. The shipwreck and your journey with other survivors may symbolize challenges and difficulties you face in your present life. The woman who fell and died may indicate feelings of helplessness or the fear of losing important people in your life. The coin may symbolize something that is valuable to you that you fear may be taken away. Overall, the dream may suggest a need for you to reflect on your current situation and address any unresolved issues in order to move forward towards positive change and growth.